Wednesday, January 05, 2005
im in a dazed.. maybe i am feelin tired n sleepy.. was jus sayin tt i can cope well with my current things on hand.. who noes aft tt, stress start to build up due to some proj matter.. see told u all le.. i am unlucky n cant be happy for long.. so ziwei.. r u convince now..? hehhe anyway thanx for ur encouragment on my tag board.. :) i appreciate it a lot..
however, my grp managed to finish up our proj ytd.. except for some editing here n there.. had training, came back n had to edit my another proj for next day presentation.. at least i feel a bit of load lift off.. bt i now it wont last for long too.. cos i can foresee bigger n more proj coming my way.. cos supposedly, all marketing student had to go to BBK for a study trip bt was cancel due to the price n the destination is switched to KL. bt i still wont be gg cos its on 14th-16th feb.. 1stly. becos its near national heats.
2ndly. becos its valentine day on 14th feb.
3rdly. becos its still new year period.
4thly. simply becos i don feel like gg.
tt y. if my grp nv go, tt mean we must do our proj locally.. and acc to my stupid advisor, he say if we don go.. he wil give us more diffcult n bigger proj.. stupid rite!? i tot suppose to be of abt the same diffculty level or standard cos its graded upon the same marks.. unless he tel me tt mine is graded upon 50% whereas the rest(the easier 1) is graded upon 20%.. then i don complain for the diffculty level laa.. really dunno how he think..
anyway i went down to mgs with dion today then came back aft tt to prepare for my flash test tml.. i read the tb, i redo some exercises, i trial n error, i try n try.. bt think im stupid.. jus cant figure out..bt im so sleepy already.. i hate it when i dunno how to do sth..hate tt helpless feelin.. esp when i have the bk infront of me.. i need help.. n eun came..!! hehe... tml she be teaching me how to do it.. yeah!! thx eun..
wish me luck.. 20% test.. anyway.. i feel tt i need to let out.. i feel v coop up inside.. pardon me if i let it out on u. pardon me if i ve been bad tempered, pardon me if i scold u..becos all i need now is a gd slp.. . . . . . .
gd nite to all.. thx to those who have been my guiding light in my life.. u have been like a lighthse in the middle of the big, rocky, dark sea at nite for tt little boat.. which is me.. i appreciate it frm the bottom of my heart...
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